Depressed, because I'm trying to make the best of where I am, but I still fucking hate it. It doesn't feel right. If I went anywhere else, I'd feel normal...but not here. There's an aura of creepy, and I'm turning into a feeler?
Waking up at 3:30 AM, Bloomberg Power Breakfast (Hahah), check the European markets, check the Asian markets, make phone calls to see whats going on, read news, throw my stock picks on the list, due dilligence, narrow them down to my kick-off portfolio
8:00 AM - The tension is building, pre-market trading
9:15 AM - Phone calls and set up my platform
9:30 AM - Ding Ding Ding! Opening Bell, deep breath, Aspirin, Adderall, Coffee and enter the warzone