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[NT] NT's What are you [airquote] feeling [/airquote]at this moment??

ceecee

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Contemplating. BCS Championship or Red Wings/Avalanche game. Hmmmmm.... I don't think it's too out of line to consider another 60 in tv just for dispute nights like this.
 

Tamske

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Confused. My internal clock seems to be totally out of whack. Being tired at 8pm, tried to stay awake until after 9pm to avoid this - waking up at 3am and being fully awake now (4am, local time). Probably I'll be tired by noon now and I don't want to be, 'cause my parents are visiting.
 

Redbone

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Sad, drooping...lonely--that last one is a strange and unpleasant sensation.
 

funkadelik

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Heartache for my dad who just lost his mum.

It's funny, but I feel more emotion for him than myself even though we both lost the same person. If I think about her being dead, it doesn't illicit much of an emotional response, but if I think about my dad crying about it, my eyes well up and I feel an uncontrollable urge to sob. All I want to do is be there for him with a hug and a joke and when I can give him that it feels...gosh...how to explain.

When he's crying next to me and I have my hand on his back and I'm sort of feeling his sadness, I feel so alive and like I am perfect where I am. I feel uncomfortable, but just pushing that aside and letting myself be compassionate feels so good and human. It's like I'm unlocking this whole new dimension to myself that's kind of like a newborn horse - weak and wobbly, but cute and looking at the world with fresh eyes.
 

AOA

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Vie

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I should be happy. He finally recognized that he wants/loves me. We're together.

And yet........
I just feel sad. I think after chasing something for so long, now that I have it, I don't really know what to do or think of it. What if this goes all horribly wrong again?
 

funkadelik

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Heartache for my dad who just lost his mum.

It's funny, but I feel more emotion for him than myself even though we both lost the same person. If I think about her being dead, it doesn't illicit much of an emotional response, but if I think about my dad crying about it, my eyes well up and I feel an uncontrollable urge to sob. All I want to do is be there for him with a hug and a joke and when I can give him that it feels...gosh...how to explain.

When he's crying next to me and I have my hand on his back and I'm sort of feeling his sadness, I feel so alive and like I am perfect where I am. I feel uncomfortable, but just pushing that aside and letting myself be compassionate feels so good and human. It's like I'm unlocking this whole new dimension to myself that's kind of like a newborn horse - weak and wobbly, but cute and looking at the world with fresh eyes.

Who hacked my account and wrote this??

Gross.

I'm feeling embarrassed for writing this.
 
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NPcomplete

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Suspicious and a tad insecure. :'( Why do you expect me to guess things when you could tell me directly? My brain's running on overdrive and I'm avoiding any interaction because of this. Just tell me what it is!
 

Owlesque

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Looking forward to work tomorrow, even though I've given up trying to read you and our snarky banter has diminished somewhat. I'm not surprised that at the end of the day, I still work with hawks and foxes better than most people (and I don't even have to poke people with needles!).

Also, warm. Still haven't turned the heat on in my room this year, because these blankets are delightful.
 
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ReflecTcelfeR

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Trying to describe what I see and how I feel and stay within what is and not what could be for once.
 
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NPcomplete

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Helpless.

My friend is going through a (stressful) period and there's an easy way out (to me at least) but she won't hear of it because she doesn't want to let some people down. I wish I could help (and maybe slap those people and tell them a few harsh words) but I can't. The worse part is that she's accepting defeat.

Pfffffffffft.
 

copperfish17

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Amused/wry. I see multiple flaws in the reasoning, but pointing those out would be a waste of my time since the person in question probably isn't willing to listen.

Oh well. Moving on.
 

Amie

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Antsy and frustrated that I have to be patient and wait.
 

AOA

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