i text this girl on friday. call her on saturday, miss her. she texts me back sunday at 1 in the morning with a "sup?". too bad i was asleep.
I make the mistake of texting her back saying "nothing" this evening. She replies "alright then". I reply "if only it was".
I feel bad for not ending it with a "fuck you". Cuz..thats what i really want to say.
So I guess I feel shitty for once again not really saying what i want to say. Fuck Fe. It's a stupid function with no real use in the real world. I'm turning intj.
Not up to the task of teaching chemistry laboratory work, when apparently I don't know basic laboratory rules. I'm learning fast, of course, but still... can't I go teaching physics again? Why do I always have to teach something I haven't done before? I can't Ne-ing my way through that laboratory work... and my Si keeps giving 404 errors.
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I'm female. I just can't draw women
In the past two months almost everyone I know has either moved away or gotten pregnant/gotten a SO/moved in with their SO/bought a house. I don't know where my place is in all of this - TBH it's caused me to feel increasingly out of tune with society and I am retreating. As they move in that direction, I'm moving further into a very abstract career/thought zone. I end up listening to a lot of whining about stressful kid/career combinations and BF issues, but I don't feel like they are interested in listening to me (and I don't have a lot to whine about - oddly enough that seems to bother people, I get the feeling just me isn't enough anymore, but perhaps I'm projecting and it's me giving myself that feeling). And while I'm ok with listening, I'm not ok with being people's occasional holiday from the negative aspects of their life. Not sure how to indicate that as I tend not to want to impose myself or hijack conversations.
Times like these it would be nice to have an NT female role model.