I feel like I want to be involved in the creation of a truly compelling video game. The idea that strikes my fancy right now is one with an extremely dark overtone that just can't be gotten over with demons and shit. Maybe it's me growing older, but nothing seems to scare or thrill me anymore, and most games with demons in them don't have enough "presence--" nothing that overwhelms the gamer with a true sense of fear or dread. Something truly dark.
So I suppose I feel longing right now.
Of course it's purely NT for me to spend ten minutes identifying what I'm feeling before I can accurately state what it is.