Unfathomable, crushing despair. It's awful. I feel like no matter how good I am at any one thing, there's gonna be thousands of other people who can do it better. I'm even a member of American Mensa, and there are still thousands of smarter people in this country alone.
Tenseful whilst wondering whether I should be writing a story at the moment...
Even when we have lost hope in resolving the problems we have, we are still fundamentally part and parcel of the world. By virtue of this understanding, we can do anything realisable within the universe. [So don't give up ]
If you don't like the way this universe is - go somewhere else!" - Richard Feynman