What type of NT are you, and how does alcohol affect you?
I'm an INTJ, and when drunk, I become one with the universe, rather than conquering it.
Have you tried any other mind-altering chems? What effects did they have?
Have you ever meditated on your death?
Have you ever seen an atom with your naked eye?
Have you ever felt completely unsatisfied after reaching a goal you had pursued for nearly a decade?