So why am i a constant fk up? I havnt had a girlfriend in a year, and even then it wasnt even real... well it was going good until she made out with a bunch of guys drunk... but even i do stupid shit drunk so maybe i should have been more empathetic to here feelings than how i felt about it...
But im getting off topic..:P
It seems like i am a charming mofo whenever i want something from a person, but whenever ive alrady accomplished getting that friend or something i cant really maintain it the same way as before... its like ill run so hard to get something, and then ill be out of breath to keep up the pace i was going at...like i am a pretty good friend, its just ill try to be so interesting and funny, and dont get me wrong i can accomplish that... but at the end of the day i feel like ive made no real connection with the person. I cant be so interesting and funny my whole life, i just have to chill out... but im either depressed and really introverted, or ill be in a total extroverted mood... but either way no real connection is being made..
I know i should try a new approach to life but i just cant do it. Any advice?
Maybe i think too much