yeah...depression happens when i dont live up to my own expectations or when people cant see the potential of a project (read: relationship) as i can.
most projects i just push and push till people respond. relationships, i expect the other person to do certain things. maybe i shouldn't have any expectations and just what i do...but then everything becomes meaningless to me and i would start playing with them
ive found that music i used to listen to when feelin low triggers a shadow of the bad mood too...frikkin Si