I need some advise and maybe some shared experiences. The last days I experienced something I cannot easily explain or maybe overcome.
In some situations I "feel" negative thoughts in the air, and it influences me really hard. This isn't that esoteric that it sounds, so let me list some situations, where this was obvious.
1. Dating a girl. We phoned some days ago in a very open and funny way, very warm. The dates before were sometimes really disturbing, sometimes relaxed. This very chaotic and insecure situation was driving me mad, setting some feeling of compression in my waist. After I spoke with her about that, she recognized this, but not so emotional like I did. And she is an FP.
2. Yesterday in the living-room of my mother. I was working and my back was turned in her direction. Suddenly I felt "some negative energy" in the air, knowing it comes from her thinking (which I didn't see). We spoke about this, and I was right. But, really, the problem is not this phenomena, the problem is, that I am reacting so hard to this.
3. We visited some relatives. I had never a really good connection to them, but on this day I wondered about my inner bodily reactions to the situation. They talked about some other relative, on a very very negative way, like boosting into hystery. My waist was getting hard, I felt really sick, I needed to leave the room, and even one hour after we left, there was so much air in my waist (I know this from long tours with the car, but not in this situation).
Well, my personal assuming ist, that this can be some Tertiary-Problem. My Fe, combined with the Ne, saw some little negativity and let it grow to that big problem, that it never really was.
Even in my everyday-life I feel very sensitive about social miss-interactions. And, yeah, it's annoying. For example, if someone wants to dominate me, e.g. in talking, moving around, ignoring me. Well, and I react very hard on hysterical persons. All in all: Really annoying sensitivity.
I cannot explain that in full amount, and so I ask you: Did you experience the same? If yes, how did you overcome this sensitivity?
(I had some ideas on confronting me to "the other side of life", forcing myself being submissive in an interaction.)