My T has made a lot of troubles for me to integrate into society, because most of girls are F and so they never understood me, how come that I never cry or yell while upset. The only situations when I start to show my negative emotions is while I'm desperately curious about smth, but I can't understand it. I've learnt to dramatize my emotions a little bit, so I may look like a F a bit, but still I find it hard, because it's just not me. And I bet I really look fake and I feel fake also, while doing it. I think it's pretty much the same also opposite. If you dare (I don't) to be fully yourself, why should you try to be someone else?