I've only ever been able to learn things that interest me. Maths interests me theoreticallynow, but the rote maths you do early on never did and still doesn't, so there's a barrier that prevents me from actuallydoingany of the higher, more interesting maths. I'm only able to deal with it conceptually.

I don't know if I'm bad at maths; my brain tunes it out before I ever have the chance to find out.