I don't even try to fight it anymore, I accpeted that I'll never have the motivation to live in a SJ society.
-I wake up whenever(waking up with alarm clock was hell for me)
-eat microwave meal, plastic forks = no dishes
online all day.
I been trying to "change" since I was a little kid. Some people weren't meant to be productive. I wouldn't want to live with schedule or chase todo list. Life suck and you die.