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[Ne] The curse of being Ne

entropie

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No matter where I go.. no matter what I do... I hate my life. But as long as there is music, there is hope


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What the hell is wrong with your life?
Do you have your health?
 

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I have you thats enough for a start :)
 

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yaya, I wish we could change minds for one day. You get mine and I get yours. I bet our minds both would be generally be nothing out of the ordinary but I think we would have other abilities.

And if you got my mind, you would get to know that the booze isnt the cause of the problem but more the means to tranquilize the problem. You have not the slightest clue what it means to be restless.

I am pretty convinced there isnt actually a great mind behind my mind or an idea generator or whatsoever. But what isnt behind it too is peace.

And I am dreading peace ! More than you could ever imagine

[YOUTUBE="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n6ojBs8f4c8"].[/YOUTUBE]
 

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I am off to bed. I am not expecting from anyone of you to understand what I meant with this thread. In the end its prolly only my ability to relay my inner insanity in a way to people, that is not healthy for me no more.

But I dont want to give up at this point and just think about people they are insane, if I dont understand them. Maybe thats how you do it in America and I promise you in the hand its how they do it in Germany too.

I am not giving up the hope to find a good friend one day, who has the open mind and the patience to deal with me and from whom I can learn to become more normal.

Until then, the music speaks:

[YOUTUBE="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s91mcFVYeso"].[/YOUTUBE]
 

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Hate to sound cliche, but if you want others to accept you, you've got to accept yourself first. No one wants to be around someone who carries an invisible but heavy load of self-loathing
 

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:) as I said, the hope dies last
 

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They can say about Ne insanity what they want when the time comes.

But they can never say it wasnt royal.

[YOUTUBE="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v2MSr_ME3NA"].[/YOUTUBE]
 

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Ne can suck ass. But not nearly as much as Fi. Not only can I not focus but I am a fucking emo bomb. Hell yeah!

I actually find I get a lot more work done drunk as it slows down Ne enough so I can focus. I suggest alcholism to all Ne dominants.

Why is Ne dragging you down?
 
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