What the duck is up with this? After doing some research with some wicked NTPs, it seems this is common, so I'd like your experiences/perspectives.
How do you see the spectrum? The relationship between living with chaos or where you have control over everything? Can this happen simultaneously? It is more fluid for you?
Are you ever "happy" on either side/with any combination?
I am using control freak, because I know at least for entps, we must be in control, although we are best in chaotic situations. But when things in my life are too ordered and controlled, even by myself, I feel constrained and tame. Like I've lost my edge, lost my "me". When life is too chaotic, I feel too "detached" and that's no good either.
Is balance the answer? And if so, how can it be found?
(Yes, this is a ghost typing to you. Booooh!)