i'm not sure of how much you say is truth and how much is exaggeration. i'm inclined to believe you since you believe so much in yourselves, however.
quite honestly, these are the kinds of adventures that i wanted when i was younger. to some extent, some of them are what i still want to do today. i'm thinking about spending christmas through new years eve in a foresty desolate region, in preparation for living in the wild by myself.
i'm pretty sure i had some opportunities for being badass and there was probably an episode or two i could reminisce, but against all of what you have done, they'd be water. i think i'm not yet at the stage where i can accept the rational chaos that you permit yourselves to live by, in and for. but i'll be damned if i'm not trying.