"How dreadful!" cried Lord Henry. "I can stand brute force, but brute reason is quite unbearable. There is something unfair about its use. It is hitting below the intellect." ~ Oscar Wilde - The picture of Dorian Gray
Well, I am officially diagnosed as Bipolar II. But it is good to know I am not grandiose.
Accept the past. Live for the present. Look forward to the future. Robot Fusion
"As our island of knowledge grows, so does the shore of our ignorance." John Wheeler
"[A] scientist looking at nonscientific problems is just as dumb as the next guy." Richard Feynman
"[P]etabytes of  data is not the same thing as understanding emergent mechanisms and structures." Jim Crutchfield
Try to enjoy things. I don't know you, but I do think we all have a tendency to overthink. When you're out in the middle of a field in the middle of nowhere you realize that life is pretty simply. Birds do it, bees do it, etc. We just complicate it.
"Create like a god, command like a king, work like a slave."