Hey. I haven't had many relationships...this is the second one I am in and I have no clue what I am doing. Being NF and Gay sucks too because I am too nice to tell a person I like them in order to sidestep perceived conflict.
I am currently trying to go after one guy that I like and I know that he is gay too. He made the first move, invited me to watch a movie, held my hand (cute, huh). I have kissed him twice but he has yet to do that back.
And of course I am obsessed with every detail. When we make eye contact and he doesn't smile back I am crushed. Even if he provided some other form of lovey dovey comfort a second beforehand.
I really am trying to view the situation through non-biased eyes but so far I fail in that department
Please help me out!
I don't know if I'm overreacting or if I deserve to push him a little bit. We haven't known eachother very long but already I am having stress and irritability over this.
Should it be this way?
How do most of your relationships start?
any help would be great, but NFs' would be greatly appreciated!