So, most of the time I find I have a remarkable amount of self control and ability to stick to goal based routines. But the more I do this I find I am prone to occasional explosions which are basically the need for sensory stimulation. A lot of the time this includes terrible decisions, like binge drinking or eating or willingly getting myself involved with questionable (untrustworthy, although interesting) people. Today I was thinking about devising healthier ways to integrate chaos into my life, but I need help brainstorming on this issue. Has anyone else experienced something similar and how did you deal with it?
Let me guess. It is when you are using your Se, and to satisfy it you ran into problems when Se just boils up to the surface waiting to explode. Even with ordinary logical thinking, nothing satisfy. This is not only your problem, but I too experience it, and maybe others too, when every single bubble is justat times, too much. So I be it, do it, and rush for it, but this is not always the best solution.
But then, still, no matter it is you or I, I think that we can only enrich ourselves and your rest of the three functions with hard experience. This applies to all mbti, but being an INFJ also, your pain is like a dynamite that hides underneath, and I feel what you are feeling, exactly the way you describe it.
I do not have a must work solution but here is what I know. Sometimes you will need the fresh air, and touch the grass, wind, etc, without detatching yourself from it. Our inferior is about the five sense - smell, touch, see, hear and taste. It is that, the rest of the functions can be satisfied. It is as if you suddenly walk into some place and like, wow that girl looks fabulous.
