Existential thoughts can be annoying. But, the more you think about them, the more funny it gets. I've come to see many things being quite pointless, and it is like a strange comedy that is going on all the time everywhere. People working their ass off to buy bigger tv. People filling their parents expectations. People thinking all their lives about "eternal questions" and when they die, the worms say "delicious!"... Everything is so ridiculously pointless that the only reason I do anything is for my personal satisfaction and to make other people be well... and with as little effort as possible.