I do understand about the Pee part, CzeCze. Thanks for asking. For me it is that very Eff decision-making part that creates difficulty in meeting deadlines. Perhaps I didn't get that across.
If you can see a way to make this more clear for me - how the two may/may not be related, I'll read it. Seems they are to me.
And, Alpha Prime? Your use of the word "should" makes me shudder. Shudderin' over "shoulds." I always want to ask "By whose Almighty Authority?" when someone "shoulds" on me.
Then I remind myself I'm probably talking to someone fairly young who knows they've already got it all figured out. (I used to know a lot.) And I remind myself to hang around for the surprises they have in store for them in life so they've got someone to dust them off and hold a hand when new possibilities dawn.
Go for it. I'll stand by. And I do hope that you have many new possiblities dawn in your life. It's pretty cool to stay open and there's always something new to learn.