Why. WHY. am I constantly judged for being myself when I'm around ENFJ's?
My clothing is wrong. My music is wrong.
The other day this ENFJ told me, "you'd like this music."
So I listened to it, and it was this pussy shit that sucked.
So I rebelled by blasting some velvet acid christ and Ryuichi Sakamoto - Anger.
I don't realize I do this, but I do.
The other day I yelled at my INFJ friend for no damn reason. He was sitting on my right being his usually free spirit self, and ENFJ was hovering in the kitchen. I could feel his judgement.
For some reason I felt he didn't approve. And INFJ kept fucking talking and being himself while I was in front of ENFJ.
So at the end of the day I went crazy and yelled at the INFJ getting him to back off and stop talking to me. But then I realized I only did that because ENFJ wanted me to. So now I'm mad at ENFJ.
I feel like a crazy person. Can someone explain to me what's going on?