On friday it turned out that she's now in a relationship with a person I absolutely can't stand who's in the same social circles. We previously joked about him and how terrible he is, and I saw him hitting on her on Facebook, but I brushed it off since I thought she was too smart to fall for his pathetic tricks. I guess I was wrong!
I had a rage attack and I'm still very upset. Mostly because it means she's not even close to the person I thought she was, and also because she lied to me. She said she's "scared of conflict", but I can't even fathom how she could think it would be a better idea to lie about "just not wanting a relationship" when in reality she was getting dragged into one with someone she knows I detest.
Part of me just laughs at this because it's so absurd. And it's nice to finally have a great reason she wasn't the one for me. But I still boil when I imagine them together even though I want to let it go. The concept of her having a choice between him and me and choosing to go with him is incomprehensible.
But it's soooo nice to be angry. Finally.