when i look at his life, i can`t see reason for him to do it. on facebook, he writes everyday how difficult it is for him.
there are so many people who are taken before their time, their future is taken away from them and its not their fault,
people like guys in this video, who are only 17, with only a few months to live. instead of out there doing things like others his age
he is writing a goodbye song to his loved ones.
seeing this, it makes me care less about my friend. i feel an urge to punch him in the face, i know this does not make sense. i thought i would vent here and let it out. i cant think properly. he has always been a selfish person, its only recently he started saying stuff like this. he is getting help but he still bitches.
im considering the most constructive way of handling this, i will sleep on it. im open to suggestions