I don't know any real life people who I would honestly label as 'friends', so I guess the OP has a point that for a supposedly 'people-oriented person', I'm a complete loner.
If I did have a friend, though, I like to imagine myself as being fiercely loyal to him/her. I always imagine myself in situations where someone shows up with a gun, tries to shoot my friend, and I end up taking the bullet and dying instead. I like to fantasize about myself making sacrifices like that. The thought of whether I would actually do it in a real situation has been a big cause of distress and self-doubt for me
Jack Flak: Nope, the post was to the overall thread in general, I have no problems with your thread. Hope that solves things
Is it that by its indefiniteness it shadows forth the heartless voids and immensities of the universe, and thus stabs us from behind with the thought of annihilation, when beholding the white depths of the milky way?