i actually get quite anxious when i have to go meet a
large group of people --stuff like attending weddings,
parties, going to big reunions, social mixers.
it has to do with how my mood really can influence
the tension/dynamics of the larger group. if i'm having
fun and being pleasant then it's all good. but if feel
annoyed or any other emotion then the people around
me can feel an awkward tension.
usually because i'm perceived as very snobby mcsnob
and very dismissive. i mean i only like the people that
i like. i don't find it necessary to like everybody.
everytime i go out with a big group of people, my close
friends will ALWAYS tell me to behave and to try not to
make anybody cry. sometimes i just can't help it. :>