Any other INFJs experience this? Where you find yourself more in tune with your Ni-Ti thought process, but you find your emotions tend to confuse you with their lack of logical consistency? You want to grapple with the emotions, but it all seems like it's a gray area, hard to place into a classification system. You find yourself introspecting so much to the point that you aren't even present to reality, emotions confuse you, and you want to keep calm, keep a hold of those emotions for fear of exposing your vulnerable core. Sometimes people may think you appear polished, calm, independent, but inside you're a firebrand ready to strike when it's hot.
Has there been any other INFJs that experience this type of thing... wanting to keep a level-head with things, and you appear cool on the outside, but inside you feel your emotions strongly... a push-pull between what makes rational sense vs. what feels right?