We are very short-staffed, and we need to add people. What I see is a work environment getting more structured and scheduled, with more meetings.
Yet, I'm so introverted and repulsed by structure that I wonder if I have place here or any other place.
The situation is complex. It interferes with me having direct quality control. It interferes with my perfectionism and wanting things to be right. I have to let go.
There are lots of changes...towards some sort of ESTJ sort of paint being spread everywhere painting the universe.
I wonder if there is any place to live and grow and love and...be who I prefer.
I feel like "the nothing" from "The Never-ending Story" is coming or something.
What to do!???