Over the years I noticed if I show my weakness or some side of me people tend to avoid me.
Now everyone has some sort of guard when around people but when can you be truly yourself? I'm starting to learn that if you want someone to stick with you; never show any unhealthy personality traits.
It's pretty depressing that nobody will truly love the real me. I don't think I can ever let my guard down to anyone and why should I? when it's all unhealthy and negative it's better if they didn't know.