I wonder how this manifests itself in everyday life, and was wondering if I have been using it for a while.
I am pretty much into a very nice life style and having money and being able to buy what I want whenever I want it. I tend to obsess about my appearance and the details of how my clothing (Even though I dress normal not flashy because I don't standing out, I just don't like leaving in wrinkle clothing.) Anyway I become obsess with detail of my clothing or hair if I go out, I don't ask people just in my head I know it what is going on. I based this on cultural and family in a way, but idk.
I am into celebrities news and whats happening there, not so much magazines, but more like entertainment tv programs.
I get really aggressive and angry when technology fails me, it is like I explode, but it can be with people too I just tend to scream more, but that is when everything builds up though I wouldn't want to hurt anyone, ever.
I am pretty aware of my surroundings, I heard it is because I social anxiety, but idk I notice people around me, their body language and tone in stuff.
The only issue I have really is not being able to live in the present moment, my mind is usually somewhere else.
So what do you all think? is this Se? how does it manifest itself?