well i am pregnant 28 weeks life has been tough so far and is gonna get worse. I am alone in my pregancy haven't seen family in weeks not that the one i do see care very much about what goes on in my life. The father of the baby is not around hasn't been from a week or so after i found out.
I did the test again and i came up as ISFJ which make no sense to me but i know my fun loving ENFP self is gone. I want her to come back but am lost in what seems to me the INFP loop of depression.
I which i didn't have all the feelings i have or atleast wish i was better at talking about them. I front alot basically. Natural born actress. I find it very hard to open up and if put on the spot rage takes over rather than being emotional. I cry every morning, afternoon and day. I hate what has become of me, i am even failing at my studies have hardly anything ready for my baby girl and worst where i live when not in halls is emotionally draining. I live with my ESFP mother who only cares about herself and what effects her. i have been telling her for months i need to talk toyou i want our relationship back but hse has time and time again made it very clear she doesn't have the time. That is until she needs money, as most ESFP's are very bad with money. i miss my little siter like mad, future ENFP andfuture baffla lol but i can't see her without my mum and if my mum is there it just gets volitile.
Does anyone know how to snap and ENFP out of depression?
or does anyone know how to deal with an ESFP mother as and ENFP?
any advice would help i'm at my last straw, i wanna do the ENFP thing and run away and start again but fear and morals hold me firm like cement. and the love of my baby sister.