First, I really thanks all your replies to my thread. I'm really happy for this!
@all: I admit that I was wrong when using the word "conquer" to describe my love. ^^ I think I need to change some of my view ^^
@eclare: It's so fun ^^
@Fluffywolf: I wish I have a white horse ^^. As I talked before, I feel it's really hard for me to talk with the feeling. A little that I cannot understand other feeling. A little that I feel so weak when I do that. ....
@Arclight: Will I have money? :P
@Vasilisa: I'm sorry that I used wrong words and I also think I'm wrong in the point of view of love or the way I feel the love .... ( I'm really bad in describing my feeling).
But you know that, I sincerely love her from the time I know that she waited her close friend (she loved him) 2 years in sadness.
The story is that she and her close friend go together in 2 years. After that, they get into university. From that time, she and he is no longer close like the past. From that time, she's lonely, sad, hurt so much and ... it took 2 years.
She share all those things to me (as a brother) and I know that, from that time, I fell in love with her.
I really love when I realize she's so Loyal, faithful. She love people, She's tolerant; generous. She's sincere but also very intelligent (maybe more than me). But because of that, I realize that her heart is the huge castle that I can't get into.
It's so hard with me, the one that have problem in reveal emotion, feeling. the one that have problem to talk with the heart inside.
Yaa. When I talk about some interesting things like game, travel, restaurant, music ... I read from her face that It's not interesting with her. Especially when I talk about physical things or logic things.
How do you mean that your plans and ideas have no effect on her?
Do you think she's not interested?
Has she shared any of her own with you?
But, when I change, I talk about people, about emotion, about sentiment, it make her notice and look happier.
@fidelia: I'm trying to practice your advice ^^
Thanks all for your advice, hope that I can recieve more your ideas!