It's so frustrating, I can't see myself objectively (Need to develop Se/Ti?)! It took me long enough to realize that, and I still don't fully realize the extent to my blindness. I kept taking the test and getting the same wrong result, and finally I realized it was my fault. But I don't know how to fight it, at all. I keep groping around blindly in the dark and in my frustration, I try to blame it on some external factor. But it's me. Sometimes I wish everyone who knew me told me every flaw I have or misdeed I have done, so I could get some sort of reliable picture of myself. I am having shadow issues, and I don't know how to shed light on them.
ARGH! Inarticulate rage!