there are times when something happens that's not necessarily hard to believe, but hard to accept. i can't stop trying to rationalize the situation and the people involved, to the point where it takes a couple hours/days to deal, but then i'm usually fine. it's just the initial hit that gets me, then i learn to accept the fact that not everyone makes rational decisions.
this is what i'm currently having a hard time shaking: i know so many couples right now who are divorcing because of infidelity. this KILLS me... i feel so bad for the "victims" b/c they are all faithful, good people. they just married selfish people.
how do people cheat? how do they live with themselves? how can they blatantly lie to their significant other? and on the flip side, how does the person who was cheated on even consider taking them back? isn't the trust destroyed? nevermind the fact that i think the constant image of the two of them screwing would be repulsive? come on... i just don't have it in me to do that... never have... and i've been in some really shitty situations. it's just so hard to shake these feelings off.
how can i not let it get to me in the first place?