Ah. Well..drugs never led me to any concrete conclusion other than "it's all an illusion", if that. My own life experiences made their own contributions, as well.
what is it exactly that you're looking for? I see you're looking for your own niche, but what does that mean to you? and also why you seek the answer from drugs...doing so isn't necessarily bad or good (in and of itself), but they might not offer what you want to find.