...that one gets to see their girlfriend trying to kill themself right in front of them, after finding out that they're cheating on them.
How the hell does one process something like this? Because I certainly can't.
I feel like the whole ordeal has caused my brain to snap, and I can't put all the pieces back together and focus. For a few days after it all happened, my body was pretty much going through shock, in the literal medical sense.
Now? My mind is just stuck wandering nowhere, with little to no direction, and I don't have any answers.