I'll tell you when I get there, heh, this could be a long wait. Still learning how TO everything in this world of worlds and what I've noticed. The best meanings are a few fold.
Internal, rebuilding your inner temple, the inner sanctuary as your own structural integrity to self belief. Without this you aren't able to pick yourself up. Then surrounding yourself with affirmative and influential people who build you up and don't tare you down. Those kinds of people are worth more than a million bucks because they are then your anchor into this world, they give you a meaning, a sense of purpose, an energy of positive reinforcement to accomplish where accomplishment is reluctant.
Then you build meaning out of your significant people in your life, the life connections you have had with your lovers, those that fell apart and those that were inspiring. You know purpose comes from the people you are most connected with and with purpose comes meaning. when you can grasp that in your life through those ideas then you can create an archer there too that is multidimensional. for you never truly lose the memories and experiences that create you as an individual.
then you create purpose from your dreams, when those dreams fall apart, so spectacularly as yours have then you would rebuild, reflect and reorganize your will, your spirit, your hunger to want what you wanted in your life. demanding any less is changing who you are into a box you can't fit into. and that is most certainly the career that has been placed upon you, not through your will, but by resonance of others who should hold zero power and influence over you but hold the greatest power and influence over you. when those energies that falter manifest then your doubt and belief and the meaning in your abilities are curtailed. me is a living example, as would many people be.
and then you find meaning in the ones you love, whether you create your meaning in the most humbling experience on earth, children, or you are given to adoption, animal spirits and more you are going to learn to find meaning in others and be able to learn purpose, that without others as an instrumental energy field your energy douses and loses the spirit to fight, to believe in the self that is your inner psyche to confront the destructive world as it is in negative gearing.
haha did i actually write that. well there you go.