Yeah, so I was just thinking what it would be like if I just got up and moved. Or what it will be like when I go off to college. Am I going to miss my friends? Will there be any kind of attachment issues? I'd really like to think so, but in all honestly, probably not at all.
I am kind of realizing I have a difficult time truly connecting with people. I have a lot of friends, but it feels as though only a very select few know who I am underneath all of the friendly facades and general social persona. The thought of leaving friends doesn't stir any feeling of sadness in my heart, only a longing. I don't think it would even be difficult. I don't think I have a hard time moving on. Gotta keep walking on down the road, right? I kind of see it that way, and all of the connections I make now in my life are just nice sites to see along the way. But I don't know if that's right or wrong...it's just the way I feel.