I currently have this strange desire (in a platonic-love-ish-way) to go around hugging all my best friends, yet I dont because it would be too strange and sudden/spontaneous and probably uncomfortable. I hardly ever hug people. I feel kind of sad, aaah why is this? I also don't generally like initiating hugs because I don't really know 'how to'? Or just because of the awkwardness. I'm also afraid that friends would just reject my hug (it does hurt)
Does anyone know why this is? Is it depression? Or am I just 'poorly' developing my auxillary Fi? AAahhh ..