*Baby foals feet are still somewhat soft. Their joints are are put of proportion to the rest of their body, big and lumpy. Their legs are way too long and their bodies are sort of small, thin and lacking in musculature. Their eyes are huge and soft and their mouths have no teeth, but are beautifully, soft, pink, with perfectly formed little nostrils. Their tails are these tiny little whispy things that are of no use at all.
However within 30 minutes of birth they can walk and nurse. Within two hours they can run beside their mothers.
Evolution allows nothing less as if you cannot run, you will be die. From the womb they are soft, underdeveloped, fragile, yet are born with the ability to run as fast as an adult. To be strong enough to survive yet incredibly weak with enormous amounts of development still ahead.*
I have to stop thinking and learn to feel. This is weird. It literally feels like part of my brain has to shut off to do this. It is like being a little foal with weird shaky legs, that I dont understand how to use and they keep tripping me.
So-the point-we live in society that tells it it isnt okay to feel. Everything must be logical or it is inferior. It must be based upon logical point to point connections, equations, laws, rules, regulations. To survive we must learn not to feel and instead learn to think, otherwise we are eaten. Our feelings are called animalian and instinctual, remnants of an evolutionary past that should be discarded and forgotten.
I would like this thread to be an okay place to feel. Where it is okay to feel whatever it is that you feel. Where it is okay to say these things and not get criticized as not being logical. A place where logic is irrational.
What are you feeling right now?