I got really angry today and had to go outside and smoke to stop myself from wrecking my cubicle a la Hulk. I realized there were tears in my eyes, then I hated myself even more for being a fucking emotional crybaby. If I could take emotions out of the equation, I'd be awesome. I find myself obsessing over what others think of me lately. Today I could have sworn I overheard a couple coworkers whispering about me.
Hahah. No, really, I just feel so much better than I have in the last week. The brewing supplies that had frustrated me are all here and i'm really excited about getting my next brew on tonight. I have also resolved many of the other feelings that were getting me down, which is great. I am learning a lot.