annoyed and perplexed. An INTP friend was annoyed at me for stupid stuff.
I seriously cannot understand her.
Thread: What are you feeling right now?
01-16-2015, 11:30 PM #9321
01-18-2015, 05:13 PM #9322
- Join Date
- May 2014
- EIE Ni
Really really down.
I looked up an astrology site, full of optimism wanting to learn more after yesterday. I was initially quite happy with what I found, and decided for interest to look up the birth charts for my favourite composers. What has really upset me is that all of them, despite being born at wildly different times, have "artistic talent" in their personality description...and I don't. I had "born artist" but when I looked up the description it had nothing at all to do with creative work. Look, there is a part of me that knows it's all totally irrational and stupid, but I feel devastated I have this doubting voice that is never far beneath the surface and it has leapt out with a vengeance. All I've ever wanted is to be a composer, and I have to believe I can be, but I am so gutted right now. It is so easy to strip me of confidence. If I can't write music I don't know what I will do, and I've been struggling to for the last two years. This is my life.
01-18-2015, 05:58 PM #9323
like i want to run six miles but I promised myself that I would make sundays a day of rest and peace and desk work."i shut the door and in the morning
it was open
Olemn slammed his hammer and from the sparks on the metal of his anvil came the spheres of the heavens.
Sayrah blew life into the spheres and they moved. From her wheel she weaved the names of people in to mystery.
01-21-2015, 12:17 PM #9324
That little demon of dissatisfaction is stirring, but I know its name.▵
01-21-2015, 08:35 PM #9325
At peace, for the first time in a long time."I put the fires out."
"you made them worse."
01-22-2015, 10:56 PM #9326
01-23-2015, 12:40 AM #9327
01-23-2015, 04:01 AM #9328
- Join Date
- Sep 2009
- 9w1 sx/sp
- EII Fi
Hurt and confused
01-23-2015, 04:11 AM #9329
Naturally when I feel negative emotions, I want them to pass, but they also offer an opportunity to see the world differently. So rather than waiting, I am curious to see how the world has changed.
01-23-2015, 05:10 AM #9330
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