Thread: What are you feeling right now?
11-03-2014, 09:34 AM #9051
11-03-2014, 04:15 PM #9052
I have a suspicion my partner in crime is thinking of bailing on me. I just wanna know if I need to wait for him to move forward with it or not. I hate waiting.▵
11-03-2014, 04:27 PM #9053
I'm in a glass cage of emotion.
Feeling good that I'm more aware of my situations and doing a better job of advocating for myself, but reality is still fuckin tough this way too.
11-03-2014, 04:46 PM #9054
Cautiously optimistic!Originally Posted by Nørrsken impersonating EJCC
1w2/7w6/3w4 so/sx (enneagram)
lawful good (D&D) / ravenclaw + wampus (HP) / boros legion (M:TG)
conscientious > sensitive > serious (oldham)
want to ask me something? go for it!
11-03-2014, 09:05 PM #9055
11-04-2014, 12:52 AM #9056
Leonard Cohen and his new album are growling at me and I think it's love.
11-04-2014, 11:15 AM #9057
A favorite writer wrote, "There are ways of dying that don't end in funerals. Types of death you can't smell."
After so much bizarre trials and tribulations I've been through, even in the weakest moments when I felt as if parts of me had died, I still somehow had this one thing, one little thing, dimly lit, barely alive and nurtured inside: "someday, I'll find love, honesty and a family to call my own".
These days and months I have asked myself if that one thing is still there, because why is it all so dark and dense in there?
There is no light at the end of the tunnel anymore. Where to go. What is the core that drives me to a right direction.
It's finally dead.
It is today that I could actually smell its rotten corpse inside of me tagging along, hearing its shattering into millions of pieces sound echoing out.
It is today I can surely tell myself, nobody will ever have access to me anymore.
The inside of me is screaming a voiceless sound, it is muffled, tied up and trapped in a box.
I'll be what you want me to be, I'll wear a proper mask.
Please just don't pry and try to get inside, looking for anything left to break..
| | | If it is god who makes man, this is the devil finishing touches | | |.
11-04-2014, 12:04 PM #9058
incredulousYou hem me in -- behind and before;
you have laid your hand upon me.
Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too lofty for me to attain.
11-04-2014, 12:13 PM #9059
11-04-2014, 01:45 PM #9060
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