Plowing through an emotional low point -- pulling myself up by my bootstraps. Recognizing that it's because of stress and lack of sleep. Currently planning out some fun and satisfying things to do today after work to boost my mood and my morale.
Side note: the amount of effort I'm putting into planning my relaxation is ironic, hilarious, and sad. #ESTJproblems
"When the mob and the press and the whole world tell you to move, your job is to plant yourself like a tree beside the river of truth, and tell the whole world -- 'No, YOU move.'"
- Captain America
ESTJ - LSE - ESTj (mbti/socionics)
1w2/7w6/3w4 so/sx (enneagram)
lawful good (D&D) / ravenclaw + wampus (HP) / boros legion (M:TG)
conscientious > sensitive > serious (oldham)
want to ask me something? go for it!
Yesterday turned out to be a terrible day. This project is wrapping up and the client has been a f-ing crazy bitch. Any little bump in the road and she calls my boss and rants at him. The female client on my other project is also nuts - very nice in person but very emotional. She goes apeshit over the smallest thing.
I just can't believe how these people react to stuff or treat people. It is bizarre. If I were less sensitive, life would be easier. Though I didn't get yelled at directly yesterday, these things affect me - I am sent into a tailspin of guilt and self-criticism, then question my place in life. All over where the curtains go in the girls bedroom because the f-ing decorator was checked out.