I feel most things are shameful. I hate it when you create a work of art and no one appreciates it at all, not that I blame anyone for it, I truly am worthless. It's sad because personally I feel I've been getting better and better, and it has made me feel more motivated. But seeing people's reactions made me wanna give up and just hide in my room forever. Disappear in a whim with no one wondering why, which is exactly what I did. Well, not as a person unfortunately. If I could I would.