This morning a kid came into the fire station and was looking around with his mother. I walked up to them and asked if I could help. She said no, its just that her son wants to be a fireman. So i squat down to get to his level, and I ask why he wants to be a firefighter so bad. He said that firefighters can do anything, and that he wanted to protect his mom. it took every bit of me to hold back the tears. I gave him a pair of my old gloves that I had. the look on his face was amazing. So today I feel...great
"I put the fires out."
"you made them worse."
Find what you love, no matter how small of large and fill up that emptiness thats what I did.
I think I am just very frustrated. I have had to delay some picture I was working on in the studio twice because things didn't go as predicted twice, I am late on my schedule, so I am very frustrated on that level.
And I think it's also one of those days where I wish I wasn't alone.
Oh, and also the anxiety of having appeared stupid while doing a presentation at school, and losing the respect of the teacher (who is a person I really respect).
My motivation to go and do stuff has really decreased because of that.
4w5 so/sp I 77% E 23% N 85% S 15%
T 51% F 49% J 60% P 40%
average of many test results combined