This client is nuts and rude to me.
My boss wants me to stay on the project but have a coworker go thru the motions of 'taking the lead'. I've done nothing wrong and I've done all the work, but I have to look demoted.
I should probably ask that I get off the project, but it's not easy for me to walk away.
I keep looking for him. Gaze just gravitates to those places without effort, without thought.
By my pillow in bed. On the right couch cushion. Around the kitchen corner. Where his bowls were. Between the vertical blinds over the sliding glass door. Under the bedroom door. Next to my feet.
I really hate this part. The recalibration of muscle memory. Of the mind and heart's conditioning.
Hope it passes soon.
03/23 06:06:58 EcK: lex
03/23 06:06:59 EcK: lex
03/23 06:21:34 Nancynobullets: LEXXX *sacrifices a first born*
03/23 06:21:53 Nancynobullets: We summon yooouuu
03/23 06:29:07 Lexicon: I was sleeping!
04/25 04:20:35 Patches: Don't listen to lex. She wants to birth a litter of kittens. She doesnt get to decide whats creepy
02/16 23:49:38 ygolo: Lex is afk
02/16 23:49:45 Cimarron: she's doing drugs with Jack
03/05 19:27:41 Time: You can't make chat morbid. Lex does it naturally.