- Like I don't deserve to be tortured like this.
- Like I've done nothing wrong.
- Like I'm being accused of things I didn't do.
- Like these idiots are getting away with all of it.
- Like I'm being played for a fool.
- Like my life is in ruin.
- Like my life is over.
- Like I've been fucked over.
- Like I have nothing left.
- Like nothing will make this end.
- Like they are all getting off on it, laughing like the shit they are.
- Like they aren't getting the punishment they deserve.
- Like it's not fair.
- Like the worst form of shit are the only ones thriving.
- Like I'm surrounded by idiots.
- Like everyone is out to get me.
- Like everyone decided to take the things I hate most and drown me in it.
- Like I'm being accused of being all the rotten things these idiots are.
- Like I'm taking the blame for all their bullshit, especially the shit they did to me.
- Like they are being elevated and exalted, rather than being shitted on and removed like the shit they are.
- Like I'm going to be suffering 20 years from now.
- Like nothing will make this end.
- Like they all get off on fucking with me.
- Like the entire system is designed to beat me into being the same old worthless cookie-cutter shit.
- Like I deserve more than this.
- Like they are trying to find everyone reason to blame this on me.
- Like they are looking for every flaw of mine, and every mistake, and every accusation (whether real or fake) made against me, and using it to say that it's my own fault I'm suffering like this.
- Like they have the nerve to try to tell me and convince me that this is all my fault.
- Like they are idiots that don't know what they are doing, and still they prosper and persevere forward shitting on everyone in their path.
- Like they are getting away with all of this.
- Like my life is no longer my own.
- Like everyone is getting off on this, because everyone is getting what they want out of it.
- Like I'm being given the runaround, and no one has any plan on doing or suggesting anything that will make this stop, even if they knew how.
- Like I'm being imprisoned and being made indebted to people, even though they aren't doing shit to help me.
- Like I'm being forcefully obligated to more bullshit.
- Like no matter how much I "talk talk talk" like they keep forcing me to do, I can't get any relief.
- Like they are trying to make me the negative shit that these idiots are and that they keep accusing me of being.
- Like I can't think straight.
- Like I can't learn anything.
- Like I can't move on with my life.
- Like all my dreams are history.
- Like I will die the worthless shit they've always wanted me to be, and always accused me of being.
- Like I'll die the loser they kept trying to say I was to deny the fact that they are worthless and have no place on this planet.
- Like I got fucked over.
- Like there aren't enough words to get it all out.
- Like it doesn't matter what I say or do.
- Like it will never end.
- Like they are trying to convince me that I was the one that was wrong in every situation where I was wronged.
- Like they are doing everything to defend every shit I've encountered in my life, and like they are trying to force me to get back in touch with them to amplify the torture and misery even more.
- Like they are looking for the worst and most incompatible people and trying to match me up with them, while saying some shit like, "you need friends and you need support."
- Like this has been going on for more than 3 years, and like I'm 3 years older, and getting older everyday, and like the prime of my life is gone, wasted, and never to return.
- Like I'm single, and will be for life.
- Like they are doing everything in their power to ensure that I end up with shit, or no one at all.
- Like they are trying to force me to feel lonely.
- Like they are trying to force me to cry.
- Like they are trying to force me to become this weak, worthless, feeble, weepy shit that is an absolute disgrace to humanity, but that they are absolutely convinced that I am.
- Like it doesn't matter anymore, but it won't stop.
- Like I can't learn new things.
- Like I can't remember anything.
- Like everything I'm made to do is tortuous and a waste of time and something I don't enjoy.
- Like the shit doing this to me does it all while being absolutely convinced they have a point, even though they clearly don't.
- Like people keep telling me I'm like this because I refuse to accept help, even though no one is offering me help, they just keep repeating the same bullshit over and over again.
- Like no one gets it.
- Like no one cares.
- Like everyone is trying to blame me.
- Like everyone is using this as an opportunity to get the stupid shit they are thinking off their chest.
- Like everyone is using this as an opportunity to force me to be the shit they think is so appropriate, instead of leaving me alone.
- Like everyone is fucking with me, enjoying every second of it, and doing everything in their power to ensure it never ends.
- Like I can't ejaculate.
- Like I can't get it up.
- Like there's nowhere to go but down.
Thread: What are you feeling right now?
12-15-2013, 03:49 PM #7401
- Join Date
- Jan 2013
12-15-2013, 05:13 PM #7402
12-15-2013, 06:05 PM #7403
Like I am fucking loosing myself once again... I have no idea what the hell should I do. I had plans, that I am going to make everything right this time, but in the end I feel like weak and bad person.Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before.
E. A. Poe
12-15-2013, 06:09 PM #7404
Like I'm cranky about several things, but only really one thing and I don't want to admit it.▵
12-15-2013, 06:56 PM #7405
Sad and frustrated because I just realized the guy I like is going to a social event that I decided not to go to. Now it's a bit too late to change plans. Also feeling thoroughly silly about the whole thing.Friends, waffles, work
"The problem is, when you depend on a substitute for love, you can never get enough" - Louis Cozolino
3w2 6w7 1w2
12-15-2013, 08:36 PM #7406
12-15-2013, 08:38 PM #7407
I wished it mattered but it truly.doesn't I accept my fate. I'm just gonna lie down and.take it up the ass
12-15-2013, 08:45 PM #7408RobertCalifornia: TL thinks im black
RobertCalifornia: shes my homegurl
Hive: arent you
SpankyMcfly: wait... you arent?
thoughtlost: I am not really religious. I just like getting free stuff from churches.
12-15-2013, 08:54 PM #7409
12-15-2013, 11:34 PM #7410
There's something about being dead tired but still awake in the middle of the night, that makes a person want to unearth everything they've hidden deepest down and shout it to the rooftops.
Not that this can or should happen. But the temptation is strong.Originally Posted by Nørrsken impersonating EJCC
1w2/7w6/3w4 so/sx (enneagram)
lawful good (D&D) / ravenclaw + wampus (HP) / boros legion (M:TG)
conscientious > sensitive > serious (oldham)
want to ask me something? go for it!
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