I am feeling almost complete exhaustion. My sleep has been very poor lately, I wake up about ten times per night. I'm very busy (but not super stressed, yet) at work. I've been trying to buy a house but the search has gone nowhere. I feel like I have no free time. It probably doesn't help that I waste time surfing the internet but I think I'd go bonkers if I didn't do something to get my mind off other things.
Tomorrow I'll be volunteering to help clean up one of the flood-ravaged neighbourhoods instead of being parked in front of my computer in the office. That makes me feel a little good.
But it's my distorted view. I've had to work with a very stubborn INFJ who is not speedy and is rather sensitive.
I called him on how slow he's been and he stormed off in a huff. This is the second storming off he's done with me. I cannot seem to just smile and pretend he's doing a great job (after he asks me whether I'm annoyed with him). He also plays the martyr, like he is 'watching out for me'. (Ahem, it is called 'doing one's job', albeit at a snail's pace!!! Argh!!!!)
For whatever reason, his behavior really bothers me. I then feel I have to vent about it to my coworkers and then I feel horrible afterwards because I'm not being professional. (I promise next time I will leave the building and walk around the block).
And so I feel like I've been screaming. But it's been an internal scream.
I bet you like Red Dwarf because it gives you hope proves that if you were cryogenically frozen for three million years there's a small significant chance your cat would have humanoid descendants after regrowing his own testicles in a petri dish, reattaching them, & fuckin' mad bitches. Because he can. And he so would.
Fixed yer post.
03/23 06:06:58 EcK: lex
03/23 06:06:59 EcK: lex
03/23 06:21:34 Nancynobullets: LEXXX *sacrifices a first born*
03/23 06:21:53 Nancynobullets: We summon yooouuu
03/23 06:29:07 Lexicon: I was sleeping!
04/25 04:20:35 Patches: Don't listen to lex. She wants to birth a litter of kittens. She doesnt get to decide whats creepy
02/16 23:49:38 ygolo: Lex is afk
02/16 23:49:45 Cimarron: she's doing drugs with Jack
03/05 19:27:41 Time: You can't make chat morbid. Lex does it naturally.