05-21-2013 04:01 PM
adrift and waiting. tired of stagnancy.
05-21-2013 04:05 PM
05-21-2013 10:35 PM
myriad of things- accomplished yet dissapointed. happy yet sad. mostly tired!
It takes courage to grow up and become who you really are. ~e.e. cummings
7w6, 4w5, 9w8
05-24-2013 10:30 AM
i am missing that fucking cunt, that woman who is fucking up my son - her son - and doesn't give a shit, mistreated me and is causing me more pain and grief than anything i've experienced and god knows how much that is, that self-imposed-ignorant blind fuckedup narccistic bitch that stands in my way, causing everyone pain just so she can keep the appearance of sane... i am furious with her and its only growing with every day, missing my son more and more... it never dwindles, it doesn't fucking heal.... i really want to hate her, she is worthy of every bit of hate i am capable of... i want to be capable of more... and yet, by some screwed up mental distortion on my part, by some emotional twist that is freaking beyond me to make sense of and is making me sick to my stomach by it's very existence, i am missing her, she doesn't deserve it, i am pissed off at myself for feeling this way, but its there, a fact of an event in a skull which happens to be my own - me missing her.
05-24-2013 01:11 PM
Bro, we don't always feel the enthusiasm of our bright future, because the intensity of a connection, albeit bad, can sort of eclipse the outlook. So as you live, create, love new things and a girl perhaps, things will be better.
Originally Posted by Mane
"..And the eight and final rule: If this is your first time at Fight Club, you have to fight."
'Men are meant to be with women. The rest is perversion and mental illness.'
05-24-2013 01:46 PM
05-24-2013 02:36 PM
Excited for a weekend of semi-camping, Ren Fest, music, and hanging out with my bandmates, not to mention our debut performance(s)!
Love because one of my dogs is stretched out next to me on the couch, looking so tired and sweet.
Also frustrated because that same dog will not for the life of him let me clip his nails.
05-24-2013 09:32 PM
This is horribly sad. I'm so sorry. My eyes actually teared up when I read this and I don't even know you. I've often wondered how men grieve...what they think about it. What they feel. How they deal with it.
Originally Posted by Mane
05-24-2013 11:26 PM
Peace on Earth, dammit
I'm done with this forum.
I'm only using vent from now on.
I'm being infracted over making jokes now, meanwhile trolls run amuk.
"Sentiment without action is the ruin of the soul." - Edward Abbey
"In those days I, Daniel, was mourning three full weeks. I ate no pleasant food, no meat or wine came into my mouth, nor did I anoint myself at all, till three whole weeks were fulfilled." Daniel 10:2-3
Fasting for Advent
05-24-2013 11:55 PM
You have a choice!
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