I so need to focus, after this party thingy I need to hit it hard.
Thread: What are you feeling right now?
02-13-2013, 11:47 AM #6421
02-13-2013, 05:50 PM #6422
The word is strange, beautiful and exhausting.
02-14-2013, 08:59 PM #6423
I know it's temporary, things are good, etc.....but still.
02-14-2013, 09:41 PM #6424SnifflesGuest
02-16-2013, 12:45 AM #6425A window to the soulGuest
I am still feeling a little jet lagged.
02-17-2013, 04:00 AM #6426
Uncertainty. I wish I didn't feel that way though. I would go far into detail but I'd rather not expose every detail of myself and only further make myself out to look like some kind of a loser to people I don't even know regardless of the fact that it doesn't matter. Maybe I should just screw that idea and vent. I need it.
It's always been so difficult to find people that I really connect with. Well, in person anyway. And it's nice finding some online people like yourselves who I can relate to on deeper levels as well. But it's of course not quite the same as being able to be friends in person. It just seems that the few friends that I do have, either they live far away and I hardly see them, or they live nearby but they happen to be more shallow and not feel things as deeply or look into any aspects other than what they're friends are up to or what's going on with the latest episode of... whatever. And I hear it all the time, people saying that, "Well, I don't mind, I can still appreciate people if they happen to be different from myself." But "different from myself" how far exactly does that go? If they're not similar enough then I just don't feel anything from our friendship. I really don't. If we don't connect in a very personal way then I just feel like I'm just with a couple of acquaintances simply to pass the time. Which I realize probably isn't fair to them coming from that perspective but if I just cut them off then I'll just be starving myself of socialization and that's obviously not the best choice either. So, I don't know. It just feels like things like that, friendships, just come so easy for people around me. And I realize that friendships themselves take some work, but it doesn't seem like it's as difficult for other people to quickly find people that they connect with. And then I just ask myself, "What am I doing wrong?" I wish it were easier.“The first progressive step by a mind overwhelmed by the strangeness of things is to realize that this feeling of strangeness is shared with all men and that human reality, in its entirety, suffers from the distance which separates it from the rest of the universe." -Albert Camus
02-17-2013, 10:50 AM #6427
A bit hungover. And annoyed with myself waking up, thinking about what I'm thinking.
02-17-2013, 11:27 AM #6428
hungry. sleepy.To avoid criticism, do nothing, say nothing, be nothing.
~ Elbert Hubbard
Music provides one of the clearest examples of a much deeper relation between mathematics and human experience.
02-17-2013, 12:38 PM #6429'Consciousness is not simply a sensory-perceptual affair, a matter of mental imagery, as the contents of our mind would have us believe. It is deeply enmeshed with the brain mechanisms that automatically promote action readiness' - Jaak Panksepp
02-21-2013, 07:18 PM #643003/23 06:06:58 EcK: lex
03/23 06:06:59 EcK: lex
03/23 06:21:34 Nancynobullets: LEXXX *sacrifices a first born*
03/23 06:21:53 Nancynobullets: We summon yooouuu
03/23 06:29:07 Lexicon: I was sleeping!
04/25 04:20:35 Patches: Don't listen to lex. She wants to birth a litter of kittens. She doesnt get to decide whats creepy
02/16 23:49:38 ygolo: Lex is afk
02/16 23:49:45 Cimarron: she's doing drugs with Jack
03/05 19:27:41 Time: You can't make chat morbid. Lex does it naturally.
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